Wednesday, October 28, 2009

TIME FOR CHANGE

Time has come and gone. Minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, and years and yet we find ourselves struggling to keep up with it. Time though is absolute unlike our lives. Time waits for no one and once the time passes, it's gone forever.
Now I look back over my lifetime and ask myself where am I going now and what am I going to do with whatever time I have left?
Time is growing shorter with each passing day. I know not how much time The Lord will grace me with to have more life experiences. But the clock is ticking, so I must not waste one precious moment of it. I must set my goals that are just mine. I must find a way to execute them expediently with no reservation. It is time for me to take charge of my life and claim it! Much deliberation has exhausted too much time.
I have no doubt of exactly what I want. So now, all I have to do, is find a way to make it happen.
I want without a shadow of a doubt to spend the rest of my life with my one true love. I want to live life with him exploring whatever the world can offer. I want to spend each waking moment in my life finding a way to bring a smile to anyone I may encounter and keep that smile in my heart always. I want to laugh and laugh from deep within. I want to share my knowledge with any who may care to listen and maybe equate my experiences with their own. I want to love with all my heart as I have been doing all my life.
Yes, it is definitely "Time For Change", and change "I W.I.L.L."

A friend once said to me, that I was coming out of my cocoon and going to be a beautiful butterfly when I finally become "me".

Dedicated to "All My Children"....Anisa, Khalila, Yusuf, Yasin & Aleenah who have encouraged me to explore my opportunities and to dare to dream of what "I" really need for "Me" reminding me that I have done my job and they are all grown now. Thank you all...I love you!


Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Sensual & Feeling Good
















When did we forget how important it is to feed all our senses? Could it be a breath taking view that captivates our spirits as we look on revering what we behold and listen to the melodic sounds produced therein? Maybe we are more moved by the essence given off by a variety of smells that create a mood of tranquility. Whatever it is that arouses our inner euphoria, by all means don't deprive yourself of it.

Within everyday allow yourself to experience that euphoric feeling in everything that you do no matter where you may be. Lose yourself with the taste of a favorite food that caresses your mouth and wakes up your tongue with its sweet, sour, or spicy appreciation. Savor the flavor with every morsel and have your moment of feeling good. But maybe your senses are stimulated from touching something like the smooth face of someone you love. Whatever turns your senses on to get you feeling good....don't wait for tomorrow...do it today!

Be sensual in your life and love living life.

Saturday, October 3, 2009




Yes I will explore, and live like never before. This road may not yet be traveled, but its point of entry is upon me, so I shall not linger more.
Yes, love is worth exploring. It's worth taking the chance and trusting yourself to see what there is to see, learn what there is to learn and feel what there is to feel. My heart has opened to extend itself to another with open arms and trusting my own feelings sufficiently to trust in them.
Lord knows that I am living on hope and having Faith that He will guide my spirit in the right direction. So for now, I live, I hope and I will explore love.